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I can feel my beard growing back...shit,Im sitting here listening to daft punk around the world and i came to the conclusion that im getting a few friends and taking them for a little trip,aint none of us know any other languages but just that feeling of being with your people is fun enough maybe we'll pick up on the slang quick who knows,out of brazil and japan of course its japan(sorry brazil)but if i dont come back with a life sized gundam ima regret that for like the rest of my 20's.I was thinkin maybe a road trip for a first trip would be fun but how much does it suck that I have the money to buy my dream car but i wont because i have no license (this nirvana song is ill,who ever is reading this go download "stay away")I feel like im leaving something behind in t.o and i dunno what it is maybe a few seams to sew,lumps to settle or problems to solve,it just feels funny that im on my way to a place ive imagined my whole life,I dont want to be just that average guy that turned into a rapper,i live to be that straight out of a cartoon strange guy that people want to know about,some think im crazy so i called my self mental in agreement im proud to say that im a kook we are the deepest and coolest people blah blah blah.I sometimes wonder if i can pull it all off,all the books i want to write cartoon shows i want to make,movie scripts and movies i want to do it all and more,but me i get lazy so quick but its not just fun and games anymore i have to be smart baaaaah! fuck that shit head first i can do it (SMIIIILE)if i stay positive then nothing is impossible,i have to get out of this place im in though because some people dont grow up and just love to hate me,i'd try to fix it but some ppl wont have it(what was this note about in the first place rex?) rex:just typing as i go i guess lol why do you ask? (....)either its really hot in my room or the cpu is about to over heat and it smells like batman forever in here.........................................................................................................
and an open window on a still wind day apprently wont help much smh jeez